In Red

It’s a hunger
That comes on weak
I found a leak
In my schedule
I’ve poked holes 
In my own alibi
I said I can 
Handle this
On my own

Ingredients 
To buy 
Experience
To try
Variants 
Strains
Parents 
Children 

There’s a sunset
Over my street 
I found a leak
In my routine 
I put a hole 
In earth with my bare feet 
I’ve said no
To everything 

Ingredients 
To buy 
Experience
To try
Variants 
Strains
Laziness
Haziness
Hunger

There must be something 
I owe
Something 
To sweat for 
Til I’m old
Instead
I’m in red
With me